Monday, May 10, 2010

Getting Closer

"It's not much longer". "You'll do fine". "You got this".

I know people are trying to help, encourage and insure my success, but they may be up for a fall. I know I don't have much longer. I'm watching the calender too. I've paid the fees, scheduled the date. But I don't know that I'll do fine, and certainly not sure if I got this. But I am hopeful...that people would just stop trying so hard to say the right thing when there may not be a right thing to say.

Onward into the dark night, the recesses of leukemias, anovulatory mechanisms, lung function, and tumor markers. I don't "got this" yet.