Cleared, the Sweetest Word

It's been a hectic last few weeks getting ready to complete basic sciences and move onward to the next phase of training. With all the gloom and doom discussions, and continuous drone about school, I'm ready to move onward, and not a moment too soon.  Lots of discussion about exams and such. It's such an inane conversation, truly an arbitrary system. Amazing how dogmatic people can get about this stuff. It's so contrived.

On that note, If large number of students are failing exams, that's not education...it's ego; teacher ego. Either the exam is too hard, or is poorly written. It is about ego creating an us vs. them mentality, adversarial instead of cooperative and mentoring. It is the creation of the antithesis to team work in healthcare. Students are not dumb, but teachers can be so vain and full of their position power that they succeed in seeing students as dumb, and working diligently to prove the point on exams...their only weapon in the great fight. Worse than having this environment is having it be supported by leadership. The greatest disappointment in school is when students recognize problems, and leadership is unable, or unwilling to move beyond "I know better" into "how can we make it better". There are no easy answers, but there are easy efforts. And in many cases, the effort and the process is more important than the reality.

Back on track...out of here. One of the last events of the process is getting away from the island, cleared of all "crimes and misdemeanors", bills, debts, cusses and discusses. It's basically a signature and pretty stamp scavenger hunt concocted by who knows who. But in a little less than two days I had my done and I was "cleared"...Cleared to leave without risk of being detained in some manner. What a sweet, sweet word. 

So I've officially (or mostly) survived this part of my education and learning (very different and sometimes mutually exclusive terms). I've navigated the right to move forward and onward to the next phase and for that I am grateful. As wonderful as parts of this experience has been, I'm very excited about getting off the rock and integrating back into some sense of civilization, sanity and clarity. Patient care soon, soon.